New Motive

So I'm back at square one
Fought a good battle but he won
So fuck it now-
I'm gunna smoke blunts and stack paper
Save that cuffin shit for ---> Later.

I'm not gunna point fingers at who to blame 
Just take this ' L ' and deal wit the shame
Can't take the shame cuz I got so much fame they prolly look at this nigga like He the Lame!



     So back to the drugs . . .
Extra heavy this time
The spliffs , 
ex, 
salvi,
shrooms 
oh MY!
Everything to numb what pain i once felt , once dealt 
But no longer feel. 
Slowly, its becoming easier- this way to heal.

Not that ill stop loving 
but I'm gunna be extra prepared next time around 
            .... for all possible outcomes.
And when it gets too tuff ,




 find sum bud, takeoff &


 run. 
1/20/11